Day 2 – Lets Continue 💪🏼

I just want to write. Lets continue…
Who am I?
I am a seaman, 35 years old. I work onboard a crude oil tanker. Sailing through high seas, visiting continent by continent. Carrying one of the 'black gold' in the world.
Yes, I have been sailing for last 17 years. I have been to asia, middle east, europe, america, africa and few more. 🌍
I am proud of myself, but at the sametime, the loneliness kills me. Maybe few years more. Thats what I wish. I earn a lot, but feels like all down to the drain. I have nothing now.
For this year. I'm restarting my life.
I've done a lot of mistakes. Mostly financially, then comes to family.
I lost everything. But Am I too late?
Nope, I believe I can come back stronger. I have career, I can re-earn back. Give me 5 years. Lets redo everything. Not restarting from zero... I got experiences, I got knowledge. 🧠
Whats right, whats wrong.
I married again last 3 months. With my new wife. I prays, she's the one.❤️
This is my new beginning. Maybe another story later.
I am writing this because I am overthinking alot.
I work at sea, far from people for 6 month. I am struggle mentally. But I know, life is hard. For everyone.
Those at land, earn lesser than me. They strive harder than me. Everyone have their own challenge. Their own struggle.
I give myself a challenge.
Lets writes for 100days.
Today is day 2. Sunday, my lazy day.
So, what is my plan?
We talk again tomorrow 🫡 Adios ~